Complications

Soooo. Life is getting interesting. Footloose was amazing! I loved it :) I feel so bad for Lorelle though. I love her to pieces. She lost her voice the second night of the show and didn't get it back till closing. Poor girl. Me and Tyson kissed in the finale which was an experience since it's so insanely impossible to all of his friends. I keep having people ask me "You kissed Tyson right?" hahahaha It's funny. Then my love life is in a insane triangle mess because of misleading people, and stupid men. Lovely. Stuff did happen over thanksgiving that... Really is making me confused. I made new friends though!!! Matt and Josh :) We hung out on friday night which was sooo fun :) I love those kids. So thanksgiving was an adventure (as always) and my siblings got whisked away by cousins till saturday!!!!!! WHOOP!!!! Then on saturday I hung out with Stephen and Abe. We went and saw mastermind (which was insanely funny...But possibly only because we saw it at 9:30) and i'm not gonna say how that went. Basicly. Life. is. confusing. Catching up on homework, dealing with my constantly changing brain, and life is killing me. lol It will pass, but hey can't it go any faster? Anyway, I have to go do homework! Bye!

Wow... So he wrote me.

So the past couple weeks have been interesting. Getting ready for footloose has been a blast and honestly... I can't help but be happy. Life is good. Not gonna lie. I love the way things are going. Well, So story time! Yesterday, I went to a movie night with a bunch of cool people and had a blast... Sorta. Some people were being brats, but we won't name names. Not gonna lie, I love Elise, Nikelle, and Brian dearly. :) Anyway, so I come home from that and I walk in the door and my mom is waiting for me with an envelope. I was like....Wah? So she starts being like "Don't start acting weird...Cuz i know you will." (Blah. Whatevs.) But she gives it to me and It had Darren's name on it. Wow... He hasn't written me in a year. (for those of you who don't know who he is, he is one of my best friends who left on a mish over a year ago. We were really really close and yeah...Love him.) Like...Seriously guys. I open it and read... Gosh I miss that kid. It was weird cuz, i really had gotten over the fact that he had completely forgotten about me. But then he sends this and i'm like... Wow. And really, I'm not going to go back to the pit of despair kayla (Ye of little faith) but I honestly miss him. It was soooo nice to hear from him but i'm great :) I really am. Some struggles lately? Well... (Warning selfish kayla) I just feel like especially lately I've had no one to really talk to. People have been venting and coming to me for help with their problems when i have no idea what to do. I pretend like i do, but i don't. I just... Pray for help and hope they get the answer they need. Anyway, the whole "alone kayla" is coming back and biting me in the butt. It's great that people feel like they can confide in me, but I just wish someone would stop to listen. They either are too busy with their crap, or just dont' care. I mean... It's not everyone but just... People. Yeah... Oh well. I'm good otherwise. After some body images issues sorta came and went, i feel pretty ok. Footloose is going amazing except for the fact that people can't shut the heck up. Good times. and Half (more like all) the time it's the leads. Seriously you guys. Shut. UP. Done. Cute costumes make everything better :) lol I got my dress from the hale and i'm insanely happy! Yay! Oh and just the fact that everything is slowly falling in place makes my heart happy :) Family is good. Life is good :) Anyway, i must go. Loves ya!